All day yesterday I felt on edge but held it together well. Then Joey got home from work and asked why I had put a certain box in the garage. All of a sudden I was yelling and bawling at him (pregnant brain translated the question into "you are lazy and worthless and should work harder and move and unpack the house by yourself in one day") Of course this is not what Joey meant... he has been super sympathetic and telling me to rest more and he has been doing practically everything by Himself. I think he is scared of me now. He said it is the maddest I have ever been at him in 10 years. I was doing the dishes while crying and he said he seriously thought I was going to throw the glass I picked up at him.
Then a half hour later at dinner the girls wanted to both sit by Joey at dinner (this is the case most nights). So they scooted their chairs by him and all three were on one side of the table and me alone on the other. Someone said something about no one sitting by mommy and I started BAWLING! I was also laughing underneath the sobs because I knew it was stupid and I didn't really care but I could not control myself! Savannah then came and sat by me and Nomi gave me a kiss & hug... then I knew I just needed to go to bed...
38 weeks pregnant today. Hang in there another week or so I keep telling myself!
(Like the self portrait? For some reason I think I look fairly cute when I see myself in the mirror but every picture taken of me I think looks so ugly. So I decided to try a picture in the mirror--in my new bathroom! Yes those are double sinks--a lifelong dream of ours! :)
6 comments:
You are the cutest pregnant lady! I love the mirror picture-just like mom always does on the video camera. I cant wait to hold that little boy. Your crying sounds like me and I am not even pregnant. Ha Ha. Love ya
thanks for that, i like to laugh at other people's crazy, mine seem a little more normal.
you don't look like you could give birth to that boy anytime soon, you look great!
Nat, no worries. Everyone knows that girl's are always daddy's, but boy's are most deffinately attached moer to mommy. At least that is my experience. So pretty soon you will have your mamma's boy. You are adorable, and I am so excited for you.
Ooooohhh!! I'm so sorry I'm not there to help you more. Hang in there honey, Yo momma will be home soon and we'll have fun "nesting" together while you wait for little Frank to come. We'll get his room all ready and I'll fix you dinner and we'll have fun. It has been a hectic few weeks and you deserve to bawl and break down. I even give you permission to swear if you want to!! You are one amazing person and you have handled everything with such strength. And you are sooo cute as a pregnant lady!! Keep smilin, you have double sinks!!!!!!
OKAY, YOU NEED TO CHANGE YOU BLOG NAME NOW SINCE IT IS 3 GIRLS, A WALKER AND A JOEY---aunt peggy
Sorry, but this story just makes me laugh. You are too cute! Pregnancy hormones at their worst! Glad you survived with your sweet family to support you all the way :) Now get some baby pics up here!!
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