All day yesterday I felt on edge but held it together well. Then Joey got home from work and asked why I had put a certain box in the garage. All of a sudden I was yelling and bawling at him (pregnant brain translated the question into "you are lazy and worthless and should work harder and move and unpack the house by yourself in one day") Of course this is not what Joey meant... he has been super sympathetic and telling me to rest more and he has been doing practically everything by Himself. I think he is scared of me now. He said it is the maddest I have ever been at him in 10 years. I was doing the dishes while crying and he said he seriously thought I was going to throw the glass I picked up at him.
Then a half hour later at dinner the girls wanted to both sit by Joey at dinner (this is the case most nights). So they scooted their chairs by him and all three were on one side of the table and me alone on the other. Someone said something about no one sitting by mommy and I started BAWLING! I was also laughing underneath the sobs because I knew it was stupid and I didn't really care but I could not control myself! Savannah then came and sat by me and Nomi gave me a kiss & hug... then I knew I just needed to go to bed...
38 weeks pregnant today. Hang in there another week or so I keep telling myself!
(Like the self portrait? For some reason I think I look fairly cute when I see myself in the mirror but every picture taken of me I think looks so ugly. So I decided to try a picture in the mirror--in my new bathroom! Yes those are double sinks--a lifelong dream of ours! :)
